Entity of Happiness

Quite an exciting week.

There's been a lot of leisure time last week for me to just sit down and think, and I'll be having even more down time this entire week. I really need it, that's for sure. With last week being the big 2,000 view celebration of sorts, I've been thinking a lot about the history of my blog as I mentioned at the very end of last blog. My pursuit to find the meaning of happiness. I've been contemplating all about that statement; what truly does make me happy? I've been up and I've been down, sometimes it's just impossible to really define my source of happiness. That really seems to be all I talk about anymore. Happy happy happy. But perhaps, this is because happiness is present in every aspect of our lives, and you just have to look for your source of happiness.

I don't have to look quite too far.

I've thought about it recently, how important people are to your happiness. The role that those you love play in the ability to be able to surround yourself with those who love you. Love is truly a curious emotion, as it is an entity all its own that possesses so many unpredictable characteristics. Love can hold a significant role in happiness - it makes or breaks a life. The power to love is a double edged sword, either the chances bring fruitful happiness into every aspect, or they pierce the untouched canvas and cripple the inner soul. It's a cliche that has been analyzed and retold and said many times, so I'll try not to beat around the bush as much as I already have. Regardless, I thought a lot about love after my last post and whether it is aiding to my overall happiness.

It is. Of course it is.

In fact, for the last 6 months, I can probably say that I haven't been happier. I've been fortunate enough to meet not only a girl who I may call my girlfriend, but a best friend that I feel like I've known for years. When I reflect to my current situation about a year ago now, I would have never imagined that a year later I would be in such a position as I am. I have nearly everything I could ask for. And I truly do feel happy. I know that I'm not the kind of person to post things like this, especially being so public with my relationship, but 6 months is truly something to commend. Even when I look back, if we are not together in another 6 months, or a year later, or any time. It makes me happy to think that I have had the experiences I had with someone that makes me truly and wholly, happy. That's a great feeling to have.

I love you, dear <3